I’ve finally woke up from my years hibernation.
How’s world? Is it fine?
Because when I opened my eyes this morning, everything seemed not clear anymore. Knowing that I’m the one who left behind, makes me think that I’m not good enough to be called as a “person”. I’ve been living in a very comfort stage in my life. Stuck in a certain place and refuse to move on.
People say, “don’t look back.” Yes, I did do that. But then I realize that life is not only about present, we have our past memories to remember and the future to be dreamt. Every past has the power to make us stronger. I was too ignorance with that. I tended to forget the bad memories and live my present with a simple thing. Not so challenging. Flat.
Future? I didn’t even think about that. I daren’t to dream. Even the sight of my tomorrow seemed hard to imagine. Thought that live is like water. All we have to do is just go with the flow. Never thought about what you will be or what you will do. Just keep silent and wait for something to come. Simple, yet aimless.
‘till the day a friend of mine told me about her future. The dreams she always writes in the beginning of the new year as her resolution. How those dreams she has will always come true by the end of the year. About the faith that makes her got all she wants. It’s all true and so unconsciously happens.
Then I was hooked up to do something to make my life brighter. Stop being ignorance and take the challenge. Live my life like there’s no tomorrow, but dare to dream like we will never die. So, that I can make the world believe that I am still alive. (:
And maybe this is the song that resembles my heart so much.
tutrianasekarrosa 